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namun kan kutunggu sampai kau mau

Orang terkuat BUKAN mereka yang selalu menang MELAINKAN mereka yang tetap tegar ketika mereka jatuh…

Untuk Marsha

Cahayaku….
..tak ada kata yang bisa aku sampaikan
selain ‘Maaf’ dan ‘Terima Kasih’
sudah memberikan arti di hidupku yang sempit ini

aku harus pergi…
bukan meninggalkanmu
tapi hanya terlepas darimu

jika kamu yakin akanku
maka memang inilah cara yang terbaik
untuk dijalankan

Ada hal-hal yang tidak ingin kita lepaskan, Orang-orang yang tidak ingin kita tinggalkan
Tapi ingatlah melepaskan BUKAN akhir dari dunia
Melainkan awal suatu kehidupan baru

Season One

In the year 2030, Ted Mosby (voiced by Bob Saget) gathers his daughter and son to tell them the story of how he met their mother.

The story begins in 2005 with Ted (Josh Radnor) as a single, 27-year-old architect living with his two best friends from Wesleyan University, Marshall Eriksen (Jason Segel), a law student, and Lily Aldrin (Alyson Hannigan),
a kindergarten teacher, who have been dating for almost nine years when
Marshall proposes. Their engagement causes Ted to think about marriage
and finding his soul mate, much to the disgust of his friend Barney Stinson (Neil Patrick Harris),
a womanizer with an unnamed corporate job. Ted begins his search for
his perfect mate. He is introduced to the ambitious young reporter Robin Scherbatsky (Cobie Smulders),
when Barney plays the game he invented to introduce Ted to women: "Hi,
have you met Ted?" Ted quickly falls for Robin, though she doesn’t feel
the same as he does.

As the series progresses, Ted begins dating a baker, Victoria, whom
he meets at a wedding, causing Robin to become jealous and realize she
does have feelings for him. When Victoria moves to Germany for a
fellowship, Ted almost cheats on her with Robin. The two then break up,
and after a rough patch, he begins to date Robin at last. Meanwhile,
Lily begins to wonder if she’s missed any opportunities because of her
relationship with Marshall, and decides to pursue an art fellowship in
San Francisco, breaking up with Marshall in the process.

Season Two

Ted and Robin are finally a couple. The heartbroken Marshall must
now go on and try to continue his life without Lily, and begins dating
other people. Realizing she is not an artist, Lily returns to New York.
She’s reunited with Marshall, and the season culminates in their
marriage. Barney loses a "slap bet," which permits Marshall to slap him
in the face five times at any given time in the future, whenever
Marshall chooses, which he has done two times through the course of
this season. Ted and Robin decide to just be friends when they realize
that they both want different things. It is revealed that Barney has a
gay, black brother. They eventually find out that Robin was a Canadian
teen pop star in the early 90s.

Season Three

Robin returns from a trip to Argentina, and Ted must adjust to life
as just her friend. Marshall and Lily decide to move out on their own,
falling in love with a place they can’t afford. Marshall learns of
Lily’s bad credit rating due to her compulsive shopping. They are able
to finally score their dream apartment despite this, only to discover
the neighborhood is next to a sewage treatment plant. Coming to terms
with this, they later also realize that the apartment is crooked.
Barney is slapped for the third time on Thanksgiving, which Marshall
dubs "Slapsgiving."

Ted attempts to woo Stella (Sarah Chalke),
a dermatologist he sees to remove an embarrassing tattoo. This
culminates in a memorable "two-minute date," which incorporates small
talk, dinner, a movie, coffee, and a goodnight kiss, all within two
minutes. Meanwhile, an unknown woman begins to sabotage Barney’s
attempts to hook up. Robin sleeps with Barney after he comforts her
following a break-up, which is followed by Ted’s disapproval due to the
breaking of the "Bro Code." After that, Ted decides not to be friends
with Barney anymore. Barney’s saboteur is revealed to be Abby (Britney Spears),
Stella’s receptionist, with a vengeance against Barney for not calling
her after they had sex. She still wields a pseudo-psychotic fixation on
Ted and does all she can to pursue him with the help of Barney who also
still holds a grudge against Ted. In the last episode, "Miracles’" Ted
and Barney renew their friendship after both Ted and Barney are
involved in accidents (Ted is in a cab accident and comes out of it
without a scratch. Barney is run over by a bus while rushing to find
out if Ted’s all right). At the end of the episode, Ted proposed to
Stella. It has not been revealed whether Stella is the woman Ted
marries. However, in the Episode "10 sessions," Stella reveals that she
attended and left a party on St. Patrick’s Day, which may have been the
same one Ted attended. Old Ted, while talking his children, said he
found out ‘years later’ that their mother attended the same party he
did on St. Patrick’s Day, while Stella told him not too much later.

It is also heavily implied that Barney has feelings for Robin. And in the episode "The Goat", we find out that, in the following year (when Ted turns 31), Robin will be living in Ted’s apartment.

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat

Ku cuba redakan relung hari
Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Oooooooooo….

Agnes Monica - Matahariku

tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
yang pernah dibuka waktu, hanya untukmu
kini kau pergi dari hidupku
ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

* berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
tak ada lagi cahaya suci
semua nada beranjak, aku terdiam sepi

** dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
tentangku yang tak mampu melakukan waktu

repeat *

dengarkanlah kau matahariku

dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

repeat **

lagu ini di tujukan kepada sesiapa yang menyukai lagu ini.. =)

Matta - Ketahuan

Dari awal aku tak pernah
percaya kata-katamu
Karena ku hanya melihat
semua dari parasmu

Terakhir kau bilang padaku..
kau takkan pernah selingkuh
Tetapi ternyata dirimu..
bermain di belakangku

**

Saat ku melihatmu
kau sedang bermesraan
dengan seorang..
yang ku kenal…

O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..
pacaran lagi..
dengan dirinya..
teman baikku…

O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..
pacaran lagi..
dengan dirinya..
teman baikku…

Kembali ke **

Tapi tak mengapa..
Aku tak heran..
Karena dirimu..
Cinta sesaatku…

(O ow.. Aku ketahuan…
pacaran lagi…
dengan dirinya…
teman baikmu…) 2x

NO LYING SURVEY

8. Last cigarette:
>> sampoerna menthol

7. Last beverage:
>>

Milo

blend.

6. Last phone call:
>> to Coklat… thank for

ur

companion

5. Last text message:
>> to budak skolah..- xkenal

3. Last BUBBLE bath:
>> Johnson& Johnson Lotion Mild bath (souvenir from my ex SV)

2. Last time you cried:
>> Ape kes nangis2..Bapok ape..ish2

1. Last time you hugged someone:
>> Secret

SEVEN have you’s:

7. have you ever dated someone twice?:
>> twice?? What da heck

6. Have you ever been cheated on?:
>> Manusia.. biasa ar..

5. Loved someone?
>> My self… Sure ke

4. Have you ever fallen in love?:
>> once

3. Have you ever lost someone?:
>> hard to say.

2. Have you ever been depressed?:
>> ermm

1. have you ever had a heartbreak?:
>> heartbreaker

SIX things you did in the past three
days:

6. Went to school:
>> hate skol.. byk sgt assignment. Damn.

5. Went to work:
>> Dah resign

4. Colored:
>> color mende.

3. Got drunk:
>> ish.. minum ade arr..

2. Slept:
>> tido?? Meniduri?? Tertido??. bertido

1. Hurt yourself:
>> sick

Made a new friend:
>> ermm..

Laughed until you cried?:
>> laugh.. Laughed.. never cry..shit…

Went behind your parents back:
>> anak yang  baik

Met someone who changed your life:
>> I changed my self..

Gotten close to someone:
>> ermm..

1. Love:
>> my family

2. Gay marriage?:
>> what the Fish..shit

3. Lowering the drinking age?:
>> refer above.

ABOUT YOU:

4. Straight, Gay, Bi?:
>> i’m positively straight. Lesbian ..hahha

5. Who is the best hugger that you
know?:
>> hugger mugger

6. Do you believe in love at first
sight?:
>> nop..

7. Is there something you want to tell
someone?:
>> Yes.. tepuk bantal sebelum tido.. teleport..

8. what kinda shirt are you wearing?
>> my fav

9. How many kids do you want to have?:
>> ermmm.. setgh dozen.. Productive..haha

10. Do you have a good relationship
with your parent(s)?
>> mesti arr..

11. Do you want to change your name?:
>> buatper..

12. What did you do for your last
birthday?:
>> Waiting someone calling..

13. What time did you wake up today?:
>> subuh arrr.. gi

padang

sorg pastu.. layan….

14. What were you doing at midnight
>>  perabis cite series.. dah abis
13 episod..seari semlm..

15. Name something you CANNOT wait to
do?:
>> Makan kek coklat.. Meet someone.

16. Last time you saw your father?:
>> Raya Haji aritu..

17. What is one thing you wish you
could change about your life?
>> lost someone..

18. Which hand do you like
better?:
>> i’m a right-handed

19.What are you listening to right
now?:
>> Radja – Hot Fm.

21. Have you ever talked about someone
behind their back?:
>> when I’m angry or I’m pissed.

22. What’s the last piece of clothing
you borrowed from anyone?:
>> sweater rahman.. sejuk nak gi ronggeng mlm marin dulu..

23. Who’s getting on your nerves right
now?:
>> entah.. blank..

24. Most visited webpage?:
email arr..

25. Coke or Pepsi? :
>>

Milo

26. Do you have a crush?:
>> yup..tp awek org sihh..

27. Have you kissed or been kissed by
anyone in the past week?:
>> I’m alone this week.. only me and my face in mirror.

28. Do you disagree with a lot of
things going on in the world?:
>> what can I do..

29. Do you think there’s some
models/people out there that should
gain a couple pounds?:
>> seriously, they should.

30. Do you enjoy your friendship with
your friends?:
>> YES.. but I’m prefer alone..hahhaa..

Huhuh.. Dah lamer x tulis sini… sesugguhnye ku tengah bosan yang amat sgt… Baru je balik dari kelas.. Kelas Triple E (Engineering Econ. Entrepreneurship).. 2 jam.. Bosan gile.. Belaja economy.. Ape entah.. Nak lari balik ujan lebat gila kat luar..nasib baik ader awek comey..hehehe.. Anak sape la.. Desperate… Biasa kalau kelas mechi lain gurl 3-4 org jer..Hahaha..
Ujan x berhenti2 lagi.. Dah 2 ari x jogging.. Gemokk plak la aku..huhuhu… ondaway balik tadi sempat lagi singgah café V3 and sempat gak la makan nasi goreng ayam dgn mee goreng basah.. Baject la tapau mee goreng tu nak makan malam nie..hampeh..situ gak abis..budak gemokk.. Marin gi singgah klinik utp.. sempat la timbang berat aku.. aku pun confuse, mesin timbang tu cam rosak je.. 67 kg..ishh2…nasib baik still average…x overweight lagi. Sket lagi.. =p
Nak tengok cite pun dah xder nak tengok..semggu nie dah sakit telinga aku pakai earphone nie tgk cite..ermm.. Cite ape ekkk..malam td The Holiday, Road Trip.. lagi..ermm.. The last Kiss, April snow.. minggu lepas gak aku dah abiskan season 1 prison break.. tapau satu season.. Kyle XY pun dah abis season 1….bila plak season 2 nak kuar. Heroes. Seari semlm..xkuar bilik.. 2 ari x makan nasi.. makan roti sapu marjerin tabor gula..best.and megi(Tomyam). makanan asasi baru aku.. Malas gila nak turun mkn skrg.. duk tingkat 4.. Kl turun makan pun bila balik naik bilik dah lapar balik.. So baik aku sum je byk2.. mkan seari sekali..tp melantap..huuh.. Bila ek nak stat season 2 plak..  Heroes S115 kuar arini kan?? 
Adiess..esok ader 2 lab la plak.. Dah la ader test pas tu… x studi pun lagi… esok pun kena antar equation tuk steering aku for my Primilinary report.. Letih jer aku gi IRC pagi2.. letih aku cari buku byk2..nak pinjam xleh..dia kate buku tuk tuk reference jer xleh pinjam..tuk bacaan dalam jer..hampeh… Dah la OPAC rosak..cari manual je.. tp xde hasil.. Malam esok dah meeting.. aper aku nak present..
Dah la quiz td hampeh.. Ape la lecturer nie..wat Quiz awl2 kelas..Org buat la before abis kelas..dah tau kita nie punctual.. Kuiz 10 minit leh wat 3 minije.. nak jawab aper..tulis nama+ ID number pun dah seminit.. Nasib baik gak la aku igt rumus..tulis jer ape yg dalam otak nie..betul ke tak tau.. soklan pun xsempat baca.. Arap2 la lecturer tu bagi markah tuk rumus2 aku tulis tu..dalam byk2 tu ader kot hok betul..huhuh.. Padan muka.. nasib baik aku x studi malam td..x pun sia2 jer..
Studi hancur… Nasib baik gak la sempat gak antar assignment reservoir arinie.. letih je aku buat 10 soklan.. padahal time kelas td lecturer bagi bgtau compulsory question 2 soklan jer.. adiess.. Kl aku tau baik aku balik tido tengah ari td…cam rumate aku..
Ermm..moto aku..ehh my juara camne la skrg ekk.. dah 2 ari dia duk kat depan tu..xsempat nak gi tgk..arap2 la sihat… Sori.. I really don’t have time for u..  Banyak benda nak kena setel.. tiap2 ari aku kuar pagi balik petang.. macam keje la plak.. Marin lagi la.. kuar bilik kul 8.30 pagi. Balik bilik dekat kul 6…
Xper la safuan..lagi setaun lagi ko kat sini..enjoy ur last year here..cess.. Dah senoir rupanye aku..patut la bila jalan tu tgk muka semua x kenal.. tgk semua cam bdk2..heheh..baject besar..ermm.. Tahun depan dah xder sini.. start la kehidupan sebenar..ish2..masuk alam keje plak..keje dan berkerja sampai la akhir hayat. kadang2 pikir cam takut gak..dah bersedia aku tuk semua tu..perangai pun x ubah2 lagi.. Bak kate lecturer EIS (engineering in sosiety), after this year u will become engineer..(insyaAllah).. What actually u want in ur live?? money?? satisfaction??respect??.. why u choose this way?? betul gak.. 8 bulan praktikal pun dah xlarat.. nie seumor idup.. masuk keje kul 8>…balik paling awl pun kul 7..tengok bos kul 10 baru balik..tiap2 ari.. weekend pun kalu ader problem kena datang..
Ingat keje nie org ske ker.. lebih bayak kena kutuk dari kena puji..kan.. memang membosankan.. cam kat kelas aritu..ader org mempersoalkan kefamousan engineer nie.. kl doctor tu ader ke org buat citer bersiri.. cite pasal polis..cite pasal askar..
tp xpenah pun ader cite pasal kehidupan engineer.. kl ader pun prison break..tp tu pasal structur engineer nak break dari penjara..
anyway..tu pilihan kita..kan..ermm..lecturer gak kate by now u should already can picture ur future..tp aku..kelam je… InsyaAllah, taun depan dapat keje..nak kumpul duit lagi..dalam bank kosong.. nak beli umah..nak beli kete..nak kawin..ish3..bila la tu.. dah la kl nak kawin skrg, xcukup rm 10000 jgn nak pk la..xpelah.. pikir adik2 dulu kat umah tu..ramai lagi..kan..huhuhk..dah la safuan..dah magrib..mandi…studi malam nie..esok ader control lab..

Cuba renungkan..apekah yang akan terjadi jika hanya ader 2 hari dlm semggu..iaitu sabtu dan ahad..
that mean dalam sebln ada 15 minggu..byk tu..tp yg bestnye..tiap2 ari adalah weekend..leh gi jalan2..cam tadi..leh gi lowyat..leh gi ronda2..leh tido siang..leh basuh baju..huhuu..bestnye..

ermm..tp camne nak sembahyang jumaat..wajib tu..kalau 3 kali tggl solat jumaat jadi monyet..kan??dulu kecik2 mak aku selalu kate camtu..xnak la aku jadi monyet..tp aku nak ari sabtu dan ahad jer..xnak gi keje ari isnin..xpe2..kita ubah..sabtu ke 4,11,18,25 adalah ari jumaat..bleh tak??maksudnye kita kena keje..4hari jer sebln..best tak??
waaaaa…xlogik..xkan keje 4 hari jer..aku nak makan ape..kl keje 4 hari..gaji pun 4 hari la..camne nie..baju x gosok lagi..skrg dah kul 12..dah mengantuk..tp malas gak..esok dah jadi hari nie..tetap jadi hari isnin..xbalik sabtu balik..waaaa…

sengau…

oohhh…bosannye..xdapat tido la plak..esok dah keje balik..malasnye..cepatnye weekend abis..waaaa..cuti cam tak cuti..td dah la keje..nasib baik separuh ari..oohhhh..owh patut la..ptg td dah tido..tu susah nak tido..tp tu la nikmat tido siang..tuhan saja yang tau…tp seminggu seari jer..
bila la bleh balik umah nie..sedar tak sedar dah dkt setgh tahun aku merantau..xbalik umah…
waaa…sedih..=(
erm..arap2 bln nie leh balik..insyaAllah..
kat umah nanti leh tido,makan puas2..men dgn adik2..camne la kampung aku skrg..huhuh..
tetiba plak rase nak gi picnic…dah lame xjalan2…camping ker..best gak..last pun 2nd year..
saper nak gi camping..nak ikut..tido tepi pantai ker…naik gunung xlarat dah..xder stamina..huhuhu..mandi water fall ker…waa..sejuknye..mandi pantai ker..sungai pun dah lame x pijak..lat sini longkang busuk jer. berkayak keliling pulau kecik lagi ker…jom la saper2..kita gi camping..pulau ker..kat mane ekkk..hahaha..berangan jer..
best la zaman kecik2 dulu..time skolah2..pantang dengar org nak gi khemah jer..mesti nak join..dengar kate pengakap nak gi khemah..aku mauk pengakap..bila bomba plak nak buat..aku register bomba..JPA3 buat khemah plak..aku isi borang..hheheheh..kelakar..tp best..aku ske..tp skrg dahlame xjoin..
ingat lagi perkhemahan bomba tingkatan 2 ker 3..xingat..yoe..suker..helmie..usop sori..aku terpaksa ganti tempat ko..hehhe..pasal sijil..ingat tak??huhu..budak2..tp best plak teringat membe2 lame..dah lame xjupe..suker la paling lame..abis form3 dah xjupe..yoe dah belayar kat mane dah..member lame..ingat lagi tak..
YOE,JOE,LIEY,WAN.DORM(pian),SOP,NIE..
owhhh..member form1-3..time duk hostel..biasala budak2..baru nak membesar..skrg semua dah katmane..ustaz mat ropie..en mazlan..achik warden…kredit to all..cikgu zulihar…en kasman..
=)..1tabligh,2taqwa,3taqwa…kat sini la aku blaja segalanye..yang baik..yg tak molek..huhuhu..

skolah rendah pun best….berlari2 kelangit…gi dkolah naik basikal..fakhri,iju,nazri,matju…
huhuuh..mat udin..beri..mandi sungai sama..kecik2 dulu..air chill..gi ngail..ikannye xdapat..tp last2 mesti terjun dalam air gak..huuhuhu..main rakit..buat rakit..owhh..bestnye..
menbelaga buah getah..cari ikan ’skila’..masak megi dlm bekas milo..huhuh..buat pondok..hahhaha..

owh..dah lewat dah..mane mood tido nie..x sampai2 lagi..
dah la..xtau dah nak buatper..searching………………..